When is the most inconvenient time to try to lose weight or get healthy? Every. Single. Day. But this time, I don't care if I lose weight or not. Sure, that would be a great bonus. This time, I have to do it for other reasons. The main reason is the fact that I'm a walking fungus.
I'm sure you've seen my other posts about how I was gonna be "for real" this time. That I was gonna do it, no excuses, this time. That, this time, I was going to make the lifestyle changes I needed to make to get healthy.
So, here I am again, this time. But it's not about losing weight THIS TIME. It's about getting rid of the fungus that I have been growing for who knows how long. I really don't think I've had candida that long, at least on the surface, but now when I take antibiotics for anything, it WREAKS HAVOC on my system. But I fought back harder than ever this time, even though I was unsuccessful.
I have just been given, and have taken, a round of antibiotics for bacterial vaginosis again. AGAIN. I just was diagnosed with it, like, 2 months ago, and I have it again. Or, it never really went away.
Sure, I'm bummed. It's hard for me to kill this stuff. But hopefully, the antibiotics have done what they needed to as far as the BV goes. I do feel better in general. BUT THE ANTIBIOTICS.......take a toll on my bacteria levels and all the good goes out with the bathwater as well. So now I'm exploding with yeast out all ends again. That in itself pisses me off more than anything. I hate hate hate yeast infections and thrush. And I'm all-too familiar with them.
So now I'm ready for the yeast to die. DIE VERMIN. Do you know how disgusted I feel with myself for the fact that I have weird, yucky stuff growing inside me that shouldn't be there (or at least the levels need to be decreased significantly)?
So the die-off begins. This is now going to be my food journal. This is where I am going to keep myself accountable to the foods I eat, so I can embarrass myself as much as possible when I mess up.
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